Going on hiatus from social media and work somehow makes me feel isolated.
Insecurity always there to makes me feel small and unimportant.
I hate these feelings still linger in my daily life.
But then, there are many things I can be proud of while I'm being away from online media scene.
I can be focus on my own issues, I really eager to re-learn about my own self.
I make my self to read books as much as I could.
Making book club once in two weeks, still learning traditional dance and going to teach kids on the weekend.
I also in my way to change my own bad habit.
I really anxious about future, as I am going 30 years old in less than 100 days
I still haven't reach anything in my life
Somehow I asks my own self why I am being like this
But then, Its God's will
The only I could do is to keep being positive, to lean all of my problems to God.
I still learn bit by bit.
Right now, I should be grateful for my own siuation.
Maybe I should log off again from social media until I have my confidence back
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