Not Lonely, but Don't Want to be Alone?

I’m not picky
But I’m not attracted to anyone
I go out once or twice, keep in touch for a few days
But only awkward air flows between us

It’s so frustrating, it’s so strange
Things keep going awry
What is the problem?

Whoever I meet, it’s so so
Being alone is so so
My heart’s not fluttering but I don’t feel bad (so so)
I’m losing my senses, I’m forgetting how to love
I don’t remember

I do get jealous of couples (they must be happy)
But I’m not lonely (it’s bearable)
My phone is quiet, my weekends are empty
I just hate being in front of the TV

I’m so curious, it’s so cool
Falling in love
Everyone but me is doing it

Whoever I meet, it’s so so
Being alone is so so
My heart’s not fluttering but I don’t feel bad (so so)
I’m losing my senses, I’m forgetting how to love

Where are you, what are you doing? Have you even been born yet?
Please appear before me now, the one who I’ll give my heart to
As soon as I see him, I wanna hug him

I make an effort but it’s so so, I try but it’s so so
My heart’s not moved, it’s not fun, it’s just so so (so so )
I don’t even remember when the last time my heart raced
I wanna like someone
I wanna be in love