Depressing Clock

I’m depressed, it’s depressing,
at this time, I’m depressed
I’m depressed, it’s depressing,
what time is it now? 11:30
I’m depressed, it’s depressing,
the gloomy clock ticks

I’m depressed, it’s depressing,
why did I eat the ramen? I probably gained weight
It’s raining, it’s raining,
making things sticky, it keeps raining
I’m sleepy, I’m sleepy,
I’m too lazy to do anything

When time passes,
the breakup that tore my heart apart
When time passes,
the young memories that kicked away at the blankets

It gets forgotten, gets forgotten,
it just passes right by
It gets forgotten, gets forgotten,
but back then I thought that was everything

When time passes, this depression now
When time passes,
the things I said were hard and complained about
They will become things of the past,

the sharp and emotional memories
They will become dull, become dull
like a square wearing down to become a circle

I’m depressed, it’s depressing,
becoming dull is depressing

I’m bitter, bitter,
as if I’m drinking herbal medicine

I’m depressed, it’s depressing,
it’s not a big deal but I’m depressed

I’m depressed, it’s depressing,
as if I’m eating bitter fruit, I’m depressed

RIP Jonghyun,
I'm listening to your composed song while having a hard time in 2013
I did not realize that depression is something that you cannot escape,
no matter how people around you trying to help
I am not depressed, but frankly everything at that time was so stressfull
I just want to hide at home, until my best friends calling me to come and passing the hard time together...

Still, you make a beautiful melody out of your struggles
I am the one who get comforted through IU's voice while trying to understand the lyrics means.

"When time passes,
the things I said were hard and complained about
They will become things of the past"