Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Hello! How are you?

I opened the window and said quietly

How are you?
In the room that has no one but only me

The morning comes with heavy rain

Tick tock
Would someone please wind me up?

I saw this kind of girl in the old anime
(how are you?)
I envied her so much.
She was loved by everybody
It's time to stop daydreaming
I have to get ready soon
But at first. I have to hide the evidence of my tears

saying "oh well" becames my habit
the words that I was told suddenly comes across my mind
"I have no expectations from you anymore"
I don't expect much from myself either but..
what did you say that for?

the important words that I almost could say..
but what came to my lips was a lie
I am living wasting precious words of mine like this
why do you keep silent and hide it all?
are you afraid to be laughed at?
so, you don't want to see anyone
is that really what you want?

I'm drowning in the sea called confusion
I'm in pain. I can't even breathe here
Now I want to hear someone's voice
I'm so weak...

While I'm trying to get ready for the day
I start to think this with my foggy mind
"Maybe I should make up an excuse and just stay home"
Oh come on, I know it's not good
I just said that. That's all
I know. So please don't be mad at me
Regardless of whether you are happy or not
the sun will rise above you equally, cruelly
I'm at my limit with only living each day
But what more do you expect from me?

Why do you keep many things on your chest?
Do you want to be loved?
But who was the one who gave up first?
Have you realized yet?

If there's a time-card for life
then i wonder what time mine ends
and who will pay the salary for the span of my life?

Thank you
I want to say "Thank you"
I want to give the words of gratitude to someone
It only has to be just once
I want to cry from the bottom of my heart and say "Thankyou"!

why do you keep silent and hide it all?
you want someone to listen to you, right?
no one will laugh at you, so why don't you talk?

No one will understand you, if you don't speak out
Just thinking it will never reach to anyone
What troublesome beings, humans are...

Kano-Hello/How are you

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