Kenapa?

Tidak butuh alasan apapun untuk bisa menangis kan?

Menangis kan bisa melembutkan hati~

#lagicengeng #blameonpms 


ps: seriously, I don't know what happened to me.
This tears are always come out without my permission :")

My Cats~

Dancing with Ziya Azazi

(sorry for all of grammar mistakes :P i'm still learning~)

I almost spent 1 month volunteering at Salihara and there's a lot of interesting already happened~
Maybe next time I will make review for each performance (if I watch all of them)~  I know it's too premature to said that i got many things, but I try to tell you each of my interesting stories~

Sooo last thursday night I joined the dance workshop class with Ziya Azazi, Austrian who born at Turkey. He is a darvish dancer, but contemporary one. This workshop change my perspective about dancing. At first, he was talking much about concept of the dance, which is maybe boring for some people (but not for me hhee).

Actually what he said before we do some exercise is we have to believe that our body can do many, many things beyond our expectation. Our body maybe have certain size (and it's mini for me) but just believe, our body can expand its volume. Just let out the stress, breath in an out, make more gasoline for our body, and make our body feel free. What I really like about his speech, he said this dance is just the same activity like diving or falling from the height. Maybe at first we afraid, surprised, but later we have to take it, believe that our body will expand the limit. So actually he not just said this only for dancing. He said this as life lessons. Maybe sometimes we just afraid doing something new but just believe, believe ourself so we can expand our limit.

The first session is introduction. I kinda surprise that he take time to know each participant. Even he remember the name almost all of us (there are 16 person who joined). Despite of his amazing talent, he is very humble and sweet.

The second session is know the limit of the body. It's similar to small exercise but he taught us to do the darvish way. A lot of free style, awareness exercise, differentiate the body parts, etc. I think this is the most tiring session. At first it just like yoga but later we did some of contemporary dance. If you get to watch the video, you will know how crazy we move.

Aand this is the most awaiting part. We did the spinning~ wohooo~~
But wait, for some people this is the hell part.
Many of participant just falling after 5 minutes spinning. Many of us throw up later.
What I felt when i was spinning is I just take it as riding jet coaster. Maybe dizzy at first, we scream, afraid, but later I take it as a pleasure moment. When I was a child, I did many of spinning game with my sister. Maybe that's the reason I can stay spinning when all of the participant just give up. Many of my childhood memories came up and that is why I'm in my happiest moment at that time.

Because I'm the only participant who did the longest spin, Ziya always mention my name. I'm kinda surprise that he said, "You spinning beautifully, just beautiful. Thank you". Heheee maybe I was the only one who wore my clock skirt so they find it's beautiful.
You know what? The next day this workshop being a hot topic among Penduduk Salihara. So when I just enter the office, sound of "cieee~ cieee~" are all around me hhee..

So the next day is Ziya's performance. It was really greeeaaat~ He just like the Prince of Persia (I think all of arabic man are handsome) who spin like bloom flower~ Just youtube the Darvish in Progress, you will find the world class performance. Even I find its hard to describe, you have to watch it, in front of your own eyes.

So usually after the performance, Salihara hold the small party for each performer. I kinda surprise that Ziya just share his bouquette of flower to everyone he know at the party. Very sweet, indeed. He remember all of the name, he called it one by one, and the reason why he gave the flower. I'm one of the people he called. And for more surprise, he gave me more flowers than the other. He hold me and tell everyone at the party that I'm the one who did the longest spin with him.

Thankyouuuu Ziya~ maybe next time we will dance together in another part of the world~
Oh I hope I can send him postcard~

PS: This is my first time got flower from a man~ hhaa~

(Just ignore my tired face -__-")

for more of his works you can go to his website https://ziyaazazi.com/

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Let's Picnic!

Finally, I make my own video~ I really wanna remake videos for music I like~~
Actually, this is the most random activity we ever made. We go on picnic at weekday, we prepare the best we can eventhough it's just a spontaneous idea. But I really like the result, Finally I make this kind of cute video~ I will make another later~

Balloon Umbrella~

One of my wish has granted~

I want to hold a really big amount of balloons~~

Maybe next time I'll hold a bigger one~ hhee

Kelas Inspirasi Bogor

Salah satu pengalaman paling ngena pas Kelas Inspirasi Bogor 2 kemarin 

Jadi saya sebenernya relawan fotografer, ga bisa daftar jadi relawan pengajar karena belum ada pengalaman kerja min. 2 tahun. Tapi, ada satu relawan pengajar yang berprofesi arsitek, Kak Fariz, yang kewalahan ngurusin anak-anak SD yang berjumlah 40-an itu. Akhirnya saya ikut bantu Kak Fariz ngajar. Kita otodidak bikin yel arsitek buat anak-anak juga dadakan kasih mereka tugas untuk menggambar rumah impian. Sebelum masuk sesi mengajar, setiap anak disuruh untuk menuliskan nama beserta cita-cita mereka. Yang bikin senang adalah setelah kita selesai mentransfer pengalaman ke anak-anak, banyak yang mengganti cita-citanya jadi arsitek XD 

Ohiya buat para profesional yang berminat menginspirasi anak-anak dengan profesinya masing-masing, bisa ikutan join http://kelasinspirasi.org/ untuk KI Depok, batas pendaftarannya sampai 14 September ini loh

Oh, the Places You'll Go!

by Dr. Seuss

 

 

Congratulations!
Today is your day.
You're off to Great Places!
You're off and away!

You have brains in your head.
You have feet in your shoes
You can steer yourself
any direction you choose.
You're on your own.  And you know what you know.
And YOU are the guy who'll decide where to go.

You'll look up and down streets.  Look 'em over with care.
About some you will say, "I don't choose to go there."
With your head full of brains and your shoes full of feet,
you're too smart to go down any not-so-good street.

And you may not find any
you'll want to go down.
In that case, of course,
you'll head straight out of town.

It's opener there
in the wide open air.

Out there things can happen
and frequently do
to people as brainy
and footsy as you.

And when things start to happen,
don't worry.  Don't stew.
Just go right along.
You'll start happening too.

OH!
THE PLACES YOU'LL GO!

You'll be on your way up!
You'll be seeing great sights!
You'll join the high fliers
who soar to high heights.

You won't lag behind, because you'll have the speed.
You'll pass the whole gang and you'll soon take the lead.
Wherever you fly, you'll be the best of the best.
Wherever you go, you will top all the rest.

Except when you don't
Because, sometimes, you won't.

I'm sorry to say so
but, sadly, it's true
and Hang-ups
can happen to you.

You can get all hung up
in a prickle-ly perch.
And your gang will fly on.
You'll be left in a Lurch.

You'll come down from the Lurch
with an unpleasant bump.
And the chances are, then,
that you'll be in a Slump.

And when you're in a Slump,
you're not in for much fun.
Un-slumping yourself
is not easily done.

You will come to a place where the streets are not marked.
Some windows are lighted.  But mostly they're darked.
A place you could sprain both your elbow and chin!
Do you dare to stay out?  Do you dare to go in?
How much can you lose? How much can you win?

And IF you go in, should you turn left or right...
or right-and-three-quarters? Or, maybe, not quite?
Or go around back and sneak in from behind?
Simple it's not, I'm afraid you will find,
for a mind-maker-upper to make up his mind.

You can get so confused
that you'll start in to race
down long wiggled roads at a break-necking pace
and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space,
headed, I fear, toward a most useless place.
The Waiting Place...

...for people just waiting.
Waiting for a train to go
or a bus to come, or a plane to go
or the mail to come, or the rain to go
or the phone to ring, or the snow to snow
or waiting around for a Yes or a No
or waiting for their hair to grow.
Everyone is just waiting.

Waiting for the fish to bite
or waiting for wind to fly a kite
or waiting around for Friday night
or waiting, perhaps, for their Uncle Jake
or a pot to boil, or a Better Break
or a string of pearls, or a pair of pants
or a wig with curls, or Another Chance.
Everyone is just waiting.

NO!
That's not for you!

Somehow you'll escape
all that waiting and staying.
You'll find the bright places
where Boom Bands are playing.

With banner flip-flapping,
once more you'll ride high!
Ready for anything under the sky.
Ready because you're that kind of a guy!

Oh, the places you'll go! There is fun to be done!
There are points to be scored.  there are games to be won.
And the magical things you can do with that ball
will make you the winning-est winner of all.
Fame!  You'll be famous as famous can be,
with the whole wide world watching you win on TV.

Except when they don't.
Because, sometimes, they won't.

I'm afraid that some times
you'll play lonely games too.
Games you can't win
'cause you'll play against you.

All Alone!
Whether you like it or not,
Alone will be something
you'll be quite a lot.

And when you're alone, there's a very good chance
you'll meet things that scare you right out of your pants.
There are some, down the road between hither and yon,
that can scare you so much you won't want to go on.

But on you will go
though the weather be foul
On you will go
though your enemies prowl
On you will go
though the Hakken-Kraks howl
Onward up many
a frightening creek,
though your arms may get sore
and your sneakers may leak.

On and on you will hike
and I know you'll hike far
and face up to your problems
whatever they are.

You'll get mixed up, of course,
as you already know.
You'll get mixed up
with many strange birds as you go.
So be sure when you step.
Step with care and great tact
and remember that Life's
a Great Balancing Act.
Just never forget to be dexterous and deft.
And never mix up your right foot with your left.

And will you succeed?
Yes! You will, indeed!
(98 and 3/4 percent guaranteed.)

KID, YOU'LL MOVE MOUNTAINS!

So...
be your name Buxbaum or Bixby or Bray
or Mordecai Ali Van Allen O'Shea,
you're off to Great Places!
Today is your day!
Your mountain is waiting.
So...get on your way!

reference:

 http://homepages.ius.edu/harrisla/places.htm

Lulus? Apa Rasanya?

Dulu, sewaktu saya jadi maba, saya selalu iri melihat para mahasiswa yang telah lulus itu mengenakan pakaian toganya. Bagaimana rasanya ya, lulus dari universitas yang katanya prestise, salah satu yang katanya paling bagus se-Indonesia ini? Saya baru terpilih jadi mahasiswanya aja senengnya setengah mati. Apalagi yang berhasil menempuh pendidikan di dalamnya?

Saya cuma bisa iri dan berkata 'wah'.

"Bagaimana rasanya ya, duduk di antara kursi-kursi itu?"Tanya saya sewaktu jadi maba. Tradisi di UI adalah yang maba menyanyikan lagu untuk para wisudawannya. Saya waktu itu cuma duduk di tribun, sangat jauh dari mereka-mereka, wisudawan yang duduk di bawah sana. Saya membayangkan, betapa gembiranya mereka bersama ayah ibu dan sanak saudaranya yang datang, menyaksikan keberhasilan setelah menempuh pendidikan di universitas terbaik ini.

Sekarang, saya telah mengalaminya. Entah mengapa, rasa gembira yang saya bayangkan ternyata tidak sebegitunya. Saya lulus. Yeah. Lalu apa? Rasanya saya lulus, mengalami berbagai rintangan ini itu dalam perkuliahan, rasanyaa saya hanya cukup puas. Mengapa ya?

Saya pikir-pikir lagi, ternyata predikat lulus, dari universitas ternama pula, cukup memberikan saya beban yang agak lebih berat. Setelah ini, urusannya bukan lagi tentang: kerja dimana? gaji berapa? posisi kerjanya jadi apa? Tapi lebih ke beban tanggung jawab sebagai seorang lulusan kepada negaranya, masyarakat sekitarnya, yang turut membiayai uang pendidikannya. Tanggung jawab saya dan teman-teman wisudawan lain jadi lebih berat. Mengingat saya belum melakukan apapun untuk menunaikan tanggung jawab itu, saya jadi malu. Mestinya saya bergegas melakukan sesuatu, terlepas dari gaji dan posisinya. Saya juga irii dengan teman-teman dan senior yang sudah berada di jalur suksesnya masing-masing. Saya mestinya bisa juga mencapai sana. Saya cuma butuh keberanian lebih. Sesudah lulus ini, bisakah saya terobos ketakutan saya?

Ohiya satu lagi. Apakah lulus berarti juga mengucapkan kata perpisahan dengan teman-teman? Saya juga takut jika ini benar-benar terjadi. Bukankah kita masih bisa bertemu seminggu lagi? sebulan lagi? tahun depan? bukankah kita mash berada di bidang yang sama? Saat ini saya cuma mau percaya kalau kita bakal ketemu lagi, di banyak kesempatan. Jadi ga ada alasan untuk say good bye kan? Masing-masing kita cuma mengakhiri ini seperti biasa, pulang ke rumah, lalu berencana untuk main dan bertemu lagi lain waktu.

Renungan setelah lulus, ternyata banyak! Cukuplah hanya malam ini saya bengong-bengong mikirin ini. Saya harus bergegas~

Titik Temu

Ditemukan,

Menemukan,

Dipertemukan

Dengan cara yang begitu sederhana itulah

Akhirnya kita bisa bertemu

Padahal tidak dicari,

Tidak pula dengan sengaja mencari

Bukankah itu skenario Tuhan yang paling sempurna?

PS:
Terima kasih teman-teman seperjuangan,
tanpa kalian saya mungkin sulit buat bertahan
saya paling ga bisa mengucapkan sepatah kata pun tentang perpisahan
saya cuma percaya,
kita akan dipertemukan lagi dengan segudang cerita sukses dari masing-masing kalian~

Selamat~ satu fase sudah lewat,
saatnya kita bergegas mengejar mimpi yang lain~